It is with a heavy heart that I learned this evening from one of my best friends (Brent Blackwell) that our mutual friend Liberty passed away. A suspected suicide and a stain on my heart because we just reconnected online recently. I was hoping to do lunch but our schedules never met up no matter how much we tried.
He was in the hospital not too long ago and I didn't take the time to go see him. NOW I feel really guilty. I was in a darker place though and all my energy was directed else where. Im starting to feel that my will to live is loosing its grip on reality as well.
I met Liberty when we were both at our youthful peak. Both of our bodies were in prime performance. We could wear extremely high heels, jump of stages, choreograph large performances, and party for days. As we got older our bodies couldn't perform at the same level but we kept in contact.
Truth is when I was younger I had thee most biggest crush on him but then again I had crushes on a lot of gay boys. Nobody was ever open minded enough to date me but oh well. Thats my plight in life not his. He will be forever missed and forever on my mind. Rest in peace dear one. I love you, always-
SVJ
