Admitting Defeat

I can't control my body's functions any more than I can control the wind so today I resigned to my doctor that I need more help on my antidepressants and diabetes. Not too happy about that because I wish that I could do more and be more but my body just won't let me.

Sure I could work out 3 hours a day for 6 months and eat nothing but broiled chicken and steamed broccoli but what about life? Im already down to 1290 calories a day. I moderately exercise. I've given up my car. I eat well and still my body needs a kick in the panties!

Judge me all you want but I resign-
SVJ

Loose-Loose Situation

I can't stand disappointing people, or hurting their feelings and unfortunately I think I hurt someone's feelings this evening in the midst of them trying to talk about my character. Sometimes it seems that I have a lot of patience about stuff and on others it seems like I have a short tolerance for people who try to manipulate or play with my words.


My claws come out and it isn't always pretty. Clearly I hurt someone's feelings for being rude and on the other side of that coin I feel like Im also entitled to my opinion even when that isn't always shared by another person-

Ugh, Im fucked-
SVJ