So a few weeks ago I got a letter from my insurance company that said they were not going to renew my Prisique (sp?) Rx because it cost too much money. I scoffed and thought, hmm... I wonder if a few thousand dollar visit to the ER or hospital is cheaper? Well of course (thankfully) it didn't come to that. I was still on the other antidepressant (Lexapro) and despite Prisique being dropped suddenly I didn't have withdrawl or extremely low-lows.
I've managed well and I think a lot has to do with the fact that none of my friends have died lately, I moved, I LOVE my new location/apt and things are finally starting to come together after 5-6 years of struggling to get here. I worked a few days at the cafe and started to move thing around and then we stopped suddenly because we aren't ready to open.
It looks soo good though and things are really coming together really well. It has also been really great to have the summer off and even though I go back in 3-4 weeks I feel like I can take on the world again after having a break. Breaks are needed sometimes. The stress from this summer has been absolutely agony. Im thankful things are turning around.
Im out of meds, but not out of my mind,
SVJ
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