This picture (with credit in the upper right hand corner) pretty much sums up what I've been feeling lately. So many things have been going absolutely right and others have totally flat-lined. For instance my transportation issues were solved, my job problems were kinda solved even though I don't actually make any money yet because the business isn't open.
I haven't seen any of my doctors in over two months and that includes my therapist. I hate red tape, I hate long wait times on the phone, I hate talking to bitchy secretaries, I hate dealing with the whole process of moving my insurance to a different location and I realize that probably sounds like a lot of "unnecessary hate" but I really detest red tape.
Im almost out of my antidepressants and really that only works with my anxiety NOT my depression. Pristiq is not covered by my insurance so Im just up a creek on that one. I feel like Im ranting and that I should just shut up, and shut down. I really, really, don't want to deal with this. My grades are suffering because Im volunteering too much for one organization/person but that will be over soon thankfully.
Who lied and made up the expression 'it gets better?" It gets better for who exactly? Whatever, I'll go back to suffering in silence- SVJ
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