Ugh.....hibernation mode kicks into high gear when I get stressed out. I'd rather sleep, and avoid than to deal with the anxiety. Anyone offering advice just comes off patronizing and condescending that I can't just 'snap out of it.' I'm 36 I know what the options are. I know what the path is. I know how to solve my problem.....but I have anxiety okay? Talking down to me, or making me feel inferior because I just won't 'hop to' isn't going to make my problems go away.
Dumped my boyfriend, need to reach out to the old tenant so that I can collect the last of my things at the storage unit....and you know what? I'm feeling so much stress I really just want to get a case of the fuck its and let it go. But there is a lot of personal information in those files. Tax returns, old memories, important programs etc.
If I was wealthy I'd have a personal assistant to deal with this stuff and then I'd be 300% more functional in life. I could just focus on the things that build me up and make me strong or things that I'm good at. Rant over.....it wasn't even a blog.
A rant.
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