August 9th has always been a day of great reflection for me because my favorite singer's birthday is that day: Whitney Houston. Unfortunately a few years ago she died from a heart attack and music for me has never been the same. On the same branch it was my ex husbands birthday. Its been a few years since we've been married but I never forget dates.....a few minutes ago I sprung out of bed and went to go look at his facebook page.
HUGE MISTAKE.
Why on gods green earth would I want to do that? So of course I start reading comments and they are always about not being able to find a 'faithful' woman, who is capable of 'unconditional love'. Then I read side comments about how he's ruined for future marriages because his first marriage ended so badly. Ugh..... First of all, I never cheated, never even had the inclination. He was caught 4 times before the 5th and final cheat that was inexcusable.
WHY DID I READ HIS PAGE?
I tend to still send out text messages on certain days but I think this will be the first Birthday I will not text, write, or do anything. It hurts me to be so blunt and I wish I would have never gone to his site. What was I thinking?
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