I had a delightful weekend celebrating my birthday and seeing my best friend Janine from Seattle. She lights up my life and my mother was in tow as well. We tore up the town, as much as any adult women can. It was a lot of fun this year because I turned my birthday into a fundraiser.
Janine and I went out to breakfast the following morning and then I went to bed most of the day. I spent a little bit of time with my uncles and their dogs as well. I got a new blouse from Janine, a gift certificate to Ivy Nails from mom, a glass and tea infuser from Gary (my uncle) and about a dozen cards. I love cards, and keep them throughout my life. Whenever I get depressed I read them and they cheer me up.
My depression is getting slightly better but Im a lot more tired. Thats okay because that will wear off eventually. I wrote all my documents this evening for the Sweethearts and tomorrow I need to do my homework and the ISCWE minutes if I have time. Alex said he would take me out to Thai Food this weekend for my birthday and I hope he does. I've had a hankering for it for a few weeks now.
I don't feel like killing myself today but I certainly don't feel like I matter to anyone. I do feel 'needed' sometimes because I help others....but most days its all I can do not to hang myself from the balcony.
-SVJ
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