So sick and tired of never being good enough. This evening I showed up early for my job by 15 minutes and was told that they were getting worried about me and were about to call. Seriously? Can I never do anything right? Sometimes volunteering in the non profit world is a thankless job and sometimes its a knock down-kick-your-teeth-out experience. Occasionally I wonder why I do it at all.
It was a good learning experience though. It made me realize how hard it can be for the treasurer and that I was on the right track by resurrecting my old Facebook page that is private. Life is too short for fake butter, fake people and fake love.
Ironically someone reached out to me this evening asking me why I was a little down and I explained my homeless, 'its finals' and a lot of stress....issues and then they just clammed up. Why ask someone a bunch of nosy questions and then not follow up with a response? Ugh.
Today was a wreck but it's done now. I need to go to bed before I do something stupid-
Not safe,
SVJ
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