Self Protection

I've been spending a lot of time at my Mom's house lately because I need to protect myself from all my stinking thinking. Sometimes its a real struggle to get out of bed, make it to my commitments, but I safe the last part of my day to be with my mother because she centers me. She needs me and its always relevant that she cannot live without me.

Which is a huge switch from when I was younger but we've moved past that now as adults. Sometimes I wish that life would have put us with each other sooner but there is nothing I can really do about that now. However, that said Im not sure I've ever let my mom know how much I need her, and count on her to be directly in my life.

Its the little things she does in life that brightens up my day and makes it easier to live. So today I will reflect on the powerful influence that my mother is and remind myself to keep trucking along because of her bright light.

In protection,
SVJ